Thanks for your thoughts, Sci. Much appreciated. (And NTB: you'll be there much sooner than you think.) I said 'weak' to give myself a kick up the pants. I guess I was just a little peeved after my deads session yesterday. I got a 200kg lift back in Feb and I really haven't done any consistent heavy stuff to improve on that.
I have most certainly been unfocussed. This year has seen me having to be away from home much more often than I had expected and so I haven't gotten around to the training plan I had intended to follow from the start of the year. Then there's my ongoing battle with shoulder health; one or the other always seems to give me some trouble. Bad shoulders mess almost everything up. Even squats become unpleasant (are they ever pleasant?); but I think I now have a plan of action in place to do the best I can for that issue, so I guess that's progress.
When I think about this year, it's pretty obvious I've been going through some kind of mid-life training crisis: much of the gymnastic stuff is what I would have liked to have a go at earlier in life but never did. Same for the O-lifting. In having a go at both of these, it became apparent that my mobility/flexibility sucked so I've been doing a fair amount of work on that too. And it all takes time and effort.
I had a look at my goals for this year the other day (seeing that so many of you guys are achieving yours, which is fantastic) and realised that I have a lot of work to do to achieve any of my important ones before the end of the year.
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Lifting Goals for 2013
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Front Squat: 160kg (353lb)
Back Squat: 180kg (397lb) x 5
Clean & Jerk: 110kg (242lb)
Snatch: >85kg (187lb) or bodyweight
Chins: bw+40kg (88lb) x 5
I'm not going to set goals for deads and bench as I won't be working them often enough, but I will test them every couple of months to make sure they are not dropping off—I don't want that to happen.
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Other Goals
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Get some rings and learn to do ring muscle-ups!
Get back to doing some levers if my expanding legs will allow it.
Do some longer distance rows out to sea (longest to date is about 10 miles).
A 2 minute handstand against wall.
So far, I have learnt to do ring muscle-ups and my front and back levers have improved (can't hold one yet though). My C&J is not too far away from 110kg. I should get that. My snatch, on the other hand, hasn't improved nearly as much; my technique still sucks. The squat goals seemed doable when I set them but now seem rather ambitious, based on the fact that I'm now squatting deeper than I ever have before. I'm slowly clawing back strength at the new depth but it's a slow process.
Anyway, I'm thinking of a general plan that will look something like this:
Mon - O-lifting[Snatch], HST[legs, chest]
Tue - Off
Wed - O-lifting[C&J], HST[legs, back]
Thu - O-lifting[Snatch], HST[chest, shoulders]
Fri - O-lifting[Snatch], HST[legs, back]
Sat - O-lifting[Snatch, C&J working up to max single]
Sun - Off or Cardio[C2 rower] and/or HST[shoulders]
I'll add some gymnastic stuff in as I feel able. It's incredibly challenging and good fun.
Hopefully, I'll be able to manage this and make some progress. As I type this, I'm thinking that Monday will be front squat day, Wednesday will be deadlift day and Friday will be back squat day. I may end up deadlifting once every two weeks depending on how my lower back copes.
Any thoughts always welcome.