Time for a post meet re cap.
Overall I am pretty happy with how it all went. Went 9 for 9 and a PR total of 650kg which is 45 kg more than what I manged in April so I think I can be happy with that.
It was a strange day, was anxious and nervous af the day before, more so than any other event I have done!
Squats
Opener - 200kg good lift
Warm ups didnt feel great, luckily I had already dropped my planned opener by 5kg. I was watching the day before and the judges were soooo strict on depth, i decided to drop my opener and just bury it. This actually moved ok, not as quick as i would have liked but was happy to be off and running
16:25
2nd Attempt - 215kg good lift
All I can say is that I cant the lift. When I un racked it it felt like 300kgs, and I panicked in my head a little bit but it moved ok
29:26
3rd Attempt - 220kg good lift
I had hoped to take 225 for my third but after the way 215 moved I knew it just wasn't there. This is a comp PR and equalls my gym PR and this was the grind of my life. Some say I'm still on the platform grinding. It wasnt the squat I hoped for but so proud of myself for the fight I put up with this one. Had
@Jester in my head reminding me to BRACE
40:40
Just wanted to share this, although the guy missed weight so could only lift as a guest, man this was impressive to watch! 337.5kg!!
1:26:50
Bench
Opener - 152.5kg good lift
Dropped my planned opener by 2.5kg as when I watched the day before there were some long start and press commands. Plus that 3rd attempt squat took A LOT out of me. Had a weird little pause on the way down, for some reason I thought I hadnt heard the start command, but was light enough so no dramas
1:51:10
2nd attempt - 160kg good lift
This was a FIGHT... hand out was awful, just kind of dropped it on my and felt like an age to get the start command but I ground it out
No video link for this one, feed cut out lol
3rd attempt - 162.5kg
A very small jump as I felt this would be all I would have today another fight
2:14:12
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HygDDwrWOCE
Deadlifts
Opener - 250kg good lift
Dropped my opener by 5 kg. By this point after grinding all day I was getting fried! Was really trying to brace hard but couldnt keep the usual form and rushed the initial start slightly so didnt get all the slack out or as tight as I should of done
3:10:01
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HygDDwrWOCE
2nd Attempt - 262.5kg good lift
Big jump because I didnt know how much more I had left in me. As you can see it is a tired lift, and the commentator was right... all low back lol.
3:21:05
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HygDDwrWOCE
3rd attempt - 267.5kg
honestly didn't think I would have this in me, but I really wanted a 650 total I also just wanted 9 for 9. Technique, cueing, bracing had all gone out the window by this point this was just sheer brute force and will power! nearly passed out after that. I can safely say I couldnt have ground out another kilo on any of my lifts! Also haev 2 torn calluses for my effors
3:32:42
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HygDDwrWOCE
After that third lift I went into the warm up room and burst into tears. I had been emotional all day as my parents were there watching, it was my dads birthday, my wife and son were there but mainly because it would have been my brothers 31st birthday next weekend and I had been thinking about him all day. Powerlifting since my brothers suicide has been therapy for me... like the saying goes squats are like life, its about standing back up when something heavy gets you down. I wanted to show my kids that it doesnt matter where you finish, all that matters is that when its all done you can put your hand on your heart and say you gave everything. I think I can be proud of myself. There were times during each of those third attempts when I honestly felt like dropping the bar but I kept fighting and made each one. All sounds pretty cheesy and dramatic I know!
So overall I didn't get the lifts I wanted, but I think I can hold my head high. Finished in about 20th place I think out of 27 (yet to be confirmed) and I dont think I looked out of place on a national stage!
Might not train this week at all though! I am FRIED!