Is legality the only reason holding you back? I really thought it was a morale issue, oh well
Drugs (requiring prescription) aren't legal anywhere AFAIK, but it's much easier to get hold of some here safely, truth be told.
Totentanz, you could move to Connecticut, drugs seem to be legal there
Federal law still includes AAS on the same level as Heroin and similar drugs, regardless of state law. I'll just not do them. At least not until I'm older and I can get them legally, anyway.
I started to feel horrible once I hit about 32 but didn't get tested until I hit 38 and found that I was in fact low....
Could you define "feel horrible"? In what aspects? Was it all hypertrophy related (i.e. not growing as much as you wanted to), or were they unrelated issues? Feeling tired? Libido issues? Impotence? Were you carrying any extra measurable fat all that time?
'too much body fat' to 'must be because I have lower testosterone', or the opposite causality chain of 'having too much fat means I produce less testosterone'; neither is never something you'll be able to rationally support.
Being fat may be the cause of low T, not the other way round. Likewise the cure of getting lean isn't to jack up extra T in your blood, but rather to lean out in order to normalize your natural T levels.
Could you define "feel horrible"? In what aspects? Was it all hypertrophy related (i.e. not growing as much as you wanted to), or were they unrelated issues? Feeling tired? Libido issues? Impotence? Were you carrying any extra measurable fat all that time?
How old are you (I know you've mentioned it before but I don't recall)? You are obviously still growing so your T levels most likely are fine, but have you had blood tests done to see where your T levels are while you are still growing? Personally I think that it should be standard practice with what we know today to have every man's T levels tested when they are about 25 years old to see what their healthy natural levels were. That would make HRT much easier to manage when one gets older because that would give you a good target level to shoot for once commencing HRT.
Anyhow, if you are over 35 I would go get a blood test just to see where you are at. I started to feel horrible once I hit about 32 but didn't get tested until I hit 38 and found that I was in fact low....low as in having the T levels of a 70+ year old. I've been on HRT sense then (now 44) and feel 1,000,000 times better.
Could you define "feel horrible"? In what aspects? Was it all hypertrophy related (i.e. not growing as much as you wanted to), or were they unrelated issues? Feeling tired? Libido issues? Impotence? Were you carrying any extra measurable fat all that time?