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(scientific muscle @ Apr. 16 2007,21:07)</div><div id="QUOTEHEAD">QUOTE</div><div id="QUOTE"><div>
(bgates1654 @ Apr. 16 2007,20:47)</div><div id="QUOTEHEAD">QUOTE</div><div id="QUOTE">Chocolate milk and chocolate covered cashews... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Screw this cut... its time to bulk again!</div>
I hear ya!! I should have never bothered with any of the cutting I did this last year. Unless you are obese, I don't see a point in cutting until you are already as big as you want to be. I would probably be 210 right now if I didn't do all that stupid cutting for vanity's sake!
Several guys warned me not to cut yet, but I didn't listen. Now I probably won't ever drop weight again until I have reached my strength goals and I am well beyond a 220 lb. monster.</div>
never underestimate the power of perception.
you will be tempted to cut again, probably several times, before your "as big as you want to be". its human nature. you always want what you currently dont have. the real trick is to make a firm goal and stick with it, especially thru the tough times like slow gains, beach season, long cycles etc.
"as big as you want to be" is on a sliding scale anyway. very few ever achieve it fully.
you have a good plan and a great amount of determination. as long as work and life allow you to stay the course for the next 6 months to a year you will do well.
good luck</div>
it has been almost a month since you forewarned me of the pychological tricks involved in bulking. They are here! I am currently around 208 lb.s and training is going great and the juice is kickin in, so now is the time to keep bulking and easily reach my goal of 220 in the next 8 weeks. With the heavy weights coming up and da juice, I should easily add another 2 lb.s/week for the next 8 weeks which would put me at 224 lb.s give or take.
One small problem, I feel really heavy (until recently I have never been over 200 in my life) and have a decent gut going on along with my beloved new muscle mass. My wife keeps referring to me as her big 200 lb. bear and laughing at my fat belly and the damn cutting temptation is getting stronger. I have told her my plans to keep bulking and then cut down the fat and she is cool with it.
But I have to focus on my current mass cycle and get some more hypertrophy without worrying about the fat.
I know (as we all do) that fat gain is an inevitable part of every bulking cycle but when it becomes a reality it is very easy to want to give up and cut.
I need your support guys!!! My back is becoming thick and massive with all the deadlifting, and my chest has never looked better. My strength is up and I want to continue to eat right for mass, but I look at my waist and have a hard time imagining that I planned to continue to gain weight throughout this cycle and hit 220.
I know it is the right thing to do to continue with my plan, so I guess I am just posting this for morale support. I did some posing just now and love my new muscle thickness and that is really helping me to take my focus off the fact that my waist is a bit jiggly.
Plus I am still reading PL mags and planning to deadlift 550 and bench 330 raw at a meet before the end of 2008. So these things keep me on my planned course.
Anyway, I will stop my little weepy diary now!